allyjustdream:

yea i’ll be blogging this one a lot. its that time of the year :)

This was requested to be re blogged <3

TIME TO APPLY! COLLEGE!

So… I wanna apply to college “again”. Yea I’m a college drop out. I hated being in school last year. I just hated it so much. I never had money. Couldn’t find a job. staved, under age, hated my program with a passion. I was stuck there cause it was all paid for.

Now that I’ve taken the year off I’m interested in taking police foundations. I have a lot of people telling me that i shouldn’t do it. Personally I’m drawn to it? I’ve wanted to do that program before I fell sickly in love with the art of culinary. I became heart broken by the law just because I took grade 11 Law course with a teacher that i didn’t admire to much.

Why the 360?

When I took culinary during high school, the program was called hospitality and tourism. I had a teacher that was the most captivating and engaging person that’s ever taught me. I looked up to this teacher and knew that I wanted  to have the same passion for cooking as she did.

Sadly she didn’t teach a lot of the basic’s you’re suppose to learn in high school that made me hate culinary and found it pointless and not worth my time. I also realize I don’t want to spend 12 to 16 hours a day stuck in a kitchen. Not my cup of tea.

I hope that I enjoy going into police foundations :)

Rawr!

Making someone smile is the most amazing things you can do. Making a stranger smile makes my day. Even if it met I made a total ass of myself.

The life of Ally Clumsy!

This will be sadly short because I need sleep and I was busy hanging out with my mates today =P

I must say that I am proud that I’m able to move on from my first boyfriend finally. That I know I can see him in person and not be fazed by the factor that he was my first boyfriend, first real love, and my first sexual partner.

Wishing I could write more… coffee can’t even keep me up right now.

Cheers!

I started my New Year surround by my family. Could you believe I bailed on so many of my friends just for my family. This baffled me. Considering I dislike being around my family 24/7 or to be around them at all.

This doesn’t happen very often in my house hold. When I’m out for the night, I take full advantage of not having to go home, if possible. Personally, I didn’t have the energy to go out, get hammered or freeze my bum off and have a random stranger be my new years kiss to follow my 2011 year. Not my cup of tea.

To tell you the truth I was with three friends. You can say two friends. The other was the one Matt and Hazel wanted to set me up with. I’m overly shy. If a guy is shy also it will take me a while for him to “grow on me”. Which they don’t understand. Then I found out this guy/young man isn’t really over his ex. Why in god’s name would I want to put my self through something like that again? Do you think I want to start my new year kissing someone that would much rather be kissing his ex girlfriend. Adding on, making love with her.

I just wanted to go home and feel safe with my family in the end.

Now that’s where I’m getting at. I’m happy that I choose to be with my family than friends. I’m happy that I didn’t get shit faced then waking up to maybe hugging the toilet… or waking up in my own vomit. Waking up in my own vomit is a sad tale. Thankful I’m alive, haha. Starting my New Year with my family as a young adult was different. I’m more than happy I decided to end 2010 and start 2011 surrounded by the people I love.

Did I say they make me crazy?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!